http://www.eae2.com/express-yourself-f30/-t1.htm You have a poem, a song, a drawing anything you want people to see Sun, 05 Sep 2010 06:06:40 GMT 10 http://i84.servimg.com/u/f84/14/44/90/90/eae211.gif http://www.eae2.com/express-yourself-f30/-t1.htm http://www.eae2.com/express-yourself-f30/i-guess-it-s-time-t1838.htm Laney I'm trying so hard I'm trying my best But my love for you I can't put to rest I struggle with this every day Struggle to move on You consume my very being You controll my every thought You're at the centre of my every feeling For the longest time your love helped me breathe Now I'm all alone again Without a hope of ever having you with me I guess it's time I let you go So I can too be free I guess it's time I love again And start to live for me Express yourself Sun, 05 Sep 2010 06:06:40 GMT http://www.eae2.com/express-yourself-f30/i-guess-it-s-time-t1838.htm#61738 http://www.eae2.com/express-yourself-f30/i-guess-it-s-time-t1838.htm http://www.eae2.com/express-yourself-f30/hate-t1837.htm Tsar Hate! The thing that burns my soul The thing that pushes me to my limits The thing that makes me who I am. Chorus. Hate burns my soul Hate blinds me Hate kills the good in me Hate gives me strength to conquer this dark land. It calls me at the dead of night It haunts me as I wonder the blackened earth It controls me to wonder the land alone Why do you call me why do you taunt me Why am I the lone wonderer. /angry solo Chorus. Hate burns my soul Hate blinds me Hate ... Express yourself Sat, 04 Sep 2010 15:17:01 GMT http://www.eae2.com/express-yourself-f30/hate-t1837.htm#61700 http://www.eae2.com/express-yourself-f30/hate-t1837.htm http://www.eae2.com/express-yourself-f30/looking-in-t1834.htm Laney looking at u brings me to my knees, loving u brings me pain and insecurities... loving u and holding on... why do i feel so week instead of feeling strong.? Even though the life u've lead, and to this day the blood i've bled... tell me sweet angel, why do u make me feel so dead..... Dead as the bark on our tree, dead as the u inside of me.. troubled wings fall the best, its the love for u burning my chest.. inside and out the day grows colder... over and out its me the holder.. the healer ... Express yourself Fri, 03 Sep 2010 09:48:16 GMT http://www.eae2.com/express-yourself-f30/looking-in-t1834.htm#61522 http://www.eae2.com/express-yourself-f30/looking-in-t1834.htm http://www.eae2.com/express-yourself-f30/hidden-t1831.htm Laney Wishing that we were never apart
Coming together hand in hand
Melted and pressed as grains of sand
Shaping a most beautiful pane of glass
Etchings abound and trimmed with brass
A beautiful display wanting all to see
Remains hidden and sheltered only for me]]> Express yourself Fri, 03 Sep 2010 09:01:37 GMT http://www.eae2.com/express-yourself-f30/hidden-t1831.htm#61483 http://www.eae2.com/express-yourself-f30/hidden-t1831.htm http://www.eae2.com/express-yourself-f30/my-cruel-mistress-t1812.htm Faulter My cruel Mistress My dearest love what a cruel mistress you are For want of your love I have travelled near and far Though many have come and gone You are the one constant that remains true You have loved me And so much you have helped me through I have pushed you to the side for want of a lover I thought she was the one, but turned out to be just another Though I pushed you away You kept calling my name Taunting me with the power you offer That sweet, sweet power, you ... Express yourself Wed, 01 Sep 2010 08:12:25 GMT http://www.eae2.com/express-yourself-f30/my-cruel-mistress-t1812.htm#60703 http://www.eae2.com/express-yourself-f30/my-cruel-mistress-t1812.htm http://www.eae2.com/express-yourself-f30/a-rose-or-a-night-flower-t1803.htm Faulter A rose by any other name would smell as sweet. But what if the rose is not a rose but indeed a rare night flower, A night flower disguised as a rose With the same red petals and sharp thorns A flower of which only after time and hardship shows it’s true colours and no longer Disguised as a rose. Is it then wrong of those who laid their eyes upon that blossom to treat it as a rose, to expect the flower and scent of a rose? Is it wrong of the one that prunes and cares for that rose ... Express yourself Mon, 30 Aug 2010 13:06:57 GMT http://www.eae2.com/express-yourself-f30/a-rose-or-a-night-flower-t1803.htm#60452 http://www.eae2.com/express-yourself-f30/a-rose-or-a-night-flower-t1803.htm http://www.eae2.com/express-yourself-f30/creations-t1752.htm Raven Gold
'Diablo' Main Battle Tank MKIII (Work In Progress)
]]> Express yourself Wed, 18 Aug 2010 18:42:18 GMT http://www.eae2.com/express-yourself-f30/creations-t1752.htm#59375 http://www.eae2.com/express-yourself-f30/creations-t1752.htm http://www.eae2.com/express-yourself-f30/when-my-demons-attack-t1786.htm Faulter When my demons attack The result of a loved one going where they should never have gone. when they go into the hell that is my past, this is the result. Never call me a good person ever again!!!!! Written and sent to me. You share in my love, You share in my joy, but you don’t share in my pain rather chastise me for the very fruit born from you loins. I wasn’t present at inception, Nor at birth and seeming abandonment. Rather i sit here chained to your offspring, given the ... Express yourself Thu, 26 Aug 2010 10:32:00 GMT http://www.eae2.com/express-yourself-f30/when-my-demons-attack-t1786.htm#60203 http://www.eae2.com/express-yourself-f30/when-my-demons-attack-t1786.htm http://www.eae2.com/express-yourself-f30/the-end-part-2-t1796.htm Faulter
I wake up in a field of dust
The land is barren
Not even the weeds grow here anymore
A howl echoes in the void of my heart
My past has caught up with me

How many times can
I end my life?

The hunger is setting in
I’m getting weak as the relentless sun bakes
My exposed flesh

I lay my head down on a rock
For the last time I hope

Faulter]]> Express yourself Fri, 27 Aug 2010 10:31:46 GMT http://www.eae2.com/express-yourself-f30/the-end-part-2-t1796.htm#60323 http://www.eae2.com/express-yourself-f30/the-end-part-2-t1796.htm http://www.eae2.com/express-yourself-f30/the-end-part-3-t1797.htm Faulter Part III I wake up once more Or at least I think I wake up I’m surrounded by dark Has the sun finally taken my eyes? There is nothing Nothing The silence compels me to rip off my ears As the screeching Of the voiceless start taunting me How many more times Will I die? Bloody warmth runs over my face I beg for release from this Repetitive hell A cold shiver runs down My Spine as I feel Life draining from my body The gun drops from my hand I breathe my ... Express yourself Fri, 27 Aug 2010 10:32:06 GMT http://www.eae2.com/express-yourself-f30/the-end-part-3-t1797.htm#60324 http://www.eae2.com/express-yourself-f30/the-end-part-3-t1797.htm http://www.eae2.com/express-yourself-f30/the-end-part-1-t1795.htm Faulter Part I I woke up in a dream There were beautiful green fields and a lush forest too purple flowers that smells like angels aught to smell crystal clear streams that reflect your desires I made my way down a path towards the sound of Peace My steps get bigger As I seem to float through the air The Meds takes the pain away I swallow another gulp of vodka My task becomes clear I stick the gun in my mouth The music gets louder BANG!!!........ Faulter Express yourself Fri, 27 Aug 2010 10:30:50 GMT http://www.eae2.com/express-yourself-f30/the-end-part-1-t1795.htm#60322 http://www.eae2.com/express-yourself-f30/the-end-part-1-t1795.htm http://www.eae2.com/express-yourself-f30/back-to-gym-in-spring-t1777.htm Faulter
It seems every fat **Bad** and their whale cousin is back at gym.
You are going to stop in 4 weeks time so why don’t you just quit and save the rest of us the frustration of having to wait for you.

If you were that serious about weight loss you would’ve been at training all through winter and not stuff your face as you walk out the gym.


Faulter]]> Express yourself Tue, 24 Aug 2010 05:46:40 GMT http://www.eae2.com/express-yourself-f30/back-to-gym-in-spring-t1777.htm#59931 http://www.eae2.com/express-yourself-f30/back-to-gym-in-spring-t1777.htm http://www.eae2.com/express-yourself-f30/immersion-t1773.htm Faulter Cold wet shelter from reality
Bubbles and 4th dimensional existence
My chest heavy
My mind aching to open my mouth
My strength fading
A recession of light
As the darkness fold itself around my vision
Gulping in the water
Burning my nose
I let go of the handles
Air fills my lunges
New record
Longest I’ve been at deaths door
Knocked and walked away.

Faulter]]> Express yourself Mon, 23 Aug 2010 08:49:24 GMT http://www.eae2.com/express-yourself-f30/immersion-t1773.htm#59804 http://www.eae2.com/express-yourself-f30/immersion-t1773.htm http://www.eae2.com/express-yourself-f30/twinkle-twinkle-little-star-t1767.htm Faulter Twinkle twinkle little star My thoughts go flying about what you are Balls of energy source of light Source of heat oh so bright Just like me, made of frequency Does that make me a sun Or maybe you a man? What else could this bond be? Mmmmm Oh how I wonder what could be If beyond infinite we could see Little spectres grouped together Makes sun, man and bird of a feather In essence we are all the same Carbon based We share this space. Wow rhyming is fcuking lame Now ... Express yourself Fri, 20 Aug 2010 08:38:20 GMT http://www.eae2.com/express-yourself-f30/twinkle-twinkle-little-star-t1767.htm#59615 http://www.eae2.com/express-yourself-f30/twinkle-twinkle-little-star-t1767.htm http://www.eae2.com/express-yourself-f30/i-watch-from-the-darkness-t1754.htm Faulter I watch from the darkness Watch you Lust for you Your hips swaying Inviting my touch The wolves salivating at your sight One at a time they attack and fail I watch from the darkness Watch you Lust for you Your eyes lock on mine I own you now My energy envelops you Draws you Calls for you I watch from the darkness Watch you Lust for you My touch left you hot Wet In the Dark And now Alone I own you I watched from the darkness Watched you Lusted for ... Express yourself Thu, 19 Aug 2010 08:27:44 GMT http://www.eae2.com/express-yourself-f30/i-watch-from-the-darkness-t1754.htm#59391 http://www.eae2.com/express-yourself-f30/i-watch-from-the-darkness-t1754.htm http://www.eae2.com/express-yourself-f30/party-pictures-t1742.htm Faulter Photo frames of faces caught on digital memory
Lies and truths fold into one the one feeding the other
No clearly defined lines as the alcoholic truth serums breakdown all barriers and the truth reveals itself as the lie it is.

Faulter
]]> Express yourself Mon, 16 Aug 2010 07:05:42 GMT http://www.eae2.com/express-yourself-f30/party-pictures-t1742.htm#58478 http://www.eae2.com/express-yourself-f30/party-pictures-t1742.htm http://www.eae2.com/express-yourself-f30/stuffing-around-with-my-guitar-t1739.htm Tsar http://www.quickshare.co.za/files/bqu1aphz/recording18.zip.html

I was just playing around and was really tired. ]]> Express yourself Sun, 15 Aug 2010 18:33:45 GMT http://www.eae2.com/express-yourself-f30/stuffing-around-with-my-guitar-t1739.htm#58273 http://www.eae2.com/express-yourself-f30/stuffing-around-with-my-guitar-t1739.htm http://www.eae2.com/express-yourself-f30/the-day-i-lost-you-t1506.htm Laney There is a day I'll never forget And looking back now there's so much I regret I woke up confused to find you weren't here Drenched in worry, drowning in fear My heart was racing and I was loosing my mind Not knowing where to look or what I would find I got in the car and drove as fast as light I had to find you, God please let him be alright After hours of calling someone answered your phone Please come, please hurry, panic filled her tone I drove to the hospital and found ... Express yourself Mon, 12 Jul 2010 07:40:07 GMT http://www.eae2.com/express-yourself-f30/the-day-i-lost-you-t1506.htm#44999 http://www.eae2.com/express-yourself-f30/the-day-i-lost-you-t1506.htm http://www.eae2.com/express-yourself-f30/religion-is-dead-the-religious-killed-it-t1728.htm Faulter Religion is dead, the religious killed it. A blah blah, with yourself righteous hypocritical mindless banter. Your hypnotised brainwashed thoughts bother me not. You claim there is only one God so why then so many churches all telling different versions of the a truth so corrupt by human desire and filthy lust that you forget about the one thing you should be holding on to. Caught in indoctrinated rituals and tasks. Chasing churches and ministers, believing a man in a building created ... Express yourself Thu, 12 Aug 2010 11:17:16 GMT http://www.eae2.com/express-yourself-f30/religion-is-dead-the-religious-killed-it-t1728.htm#57312 http://www.eae2.com/express-yourself-f30/religion-is-dead-the-religious-killed-it-t1728.htm http://www.eae2.com/express-yourself-f30/corruption-of-the-cross-t1730.htm Celtica They manipulate from behind their walls of self righteous candy coated realities, worshipping a false idol that condemns anyone who does not abide to their rules screaming at the meek and the ones who live only to hide their skeletons behind pity and terror. Falsifying god to punish those who do not conform to their artificially sweetened truths and to corrupt the young to destroy their own families with the fears they push onto their minds to crush those who do not give in. Sins fill ... Express yourself Thu, 12 Aug 2010 12:14:00 GMT http://www.eae2.com/express-yourself-f30/corruption-of-the-cross-t1730.htm#57354 http://www.eae2.com/express-yourself-f30/corruption-of-the-cross-t1730.htm http://www.eae2.com/express-yourself-f30/splintered-star-ranch-r18-t1732.htm Raven Gold Light blue skies, specks of clouds, bright sun beating down on a lush green field of tall grasses, bird singing there happy songs, a soft, warm breeze, all this setting the stage for a chance encounter between two very different people, who were made for one another. Cylvan was enjoying the fresh air of the countryside, riding her bike through the meadow and enjoying the cooling wind on her body with her ears and long, slender tail fluttering behind her. Her soft, thick, beige fur bristled ... Express yourself Fri, 13 Aug 2010 06:56:00 GMT http://www.eae2.com/express-yourself-f30/splintered-star-ranch-r18-t1732.htm#57564 http://www.eae2.com/express-yourself-f30/splintered-star-ranch-r18-t1732.htm http://www.eae2.com/express-yourself-f30/self-obsesive-parodies-t1729.htm Raven Gold There lives a certain man in Gauteng nextdoor He was tall but lazy, but his eyes a flaming glow Most people looked at him with terror and with fear But to little gamer girls he was such a lovely dear He could Game the warfare like a hardcore Full of ecstacy and fire But he also was the kind of gamer Other gamers would admire RAH! RAH! Raven-Gold! Africa's favorite death machine There was a cat that really can frag RAH! RAH! Raven-Gold! The casulals worst enemy It's ... Express yourself Thu, 12 Aug 2010 11:29:21 GMT http://www.eae2.com/express-yourself-f30/self-obsesive-parodies-t1729.htm#57320 http://www.eae2.com/express-yourself-f30/self-obsesive-parodies-t1729.htm http://www.eae2.com/express-yourself-f30/childs-play-will-disturb-sensitive-readers-t1720.htm Faulter Childs play (will disturb sensitive readers) Oh sweet child how was your lunch? Was it yummy was it nice? Delicious you say? Now come lets go Lets go to the room to play No not outside it’s much better in here Your parents are around lets take an afternoon nap Mmmm warm cuddles Take off your shirt as I take off my pants Take off my shirt and take off your pants Oh yes it’s much better naked Now lets play a better game Take your hand and put it here Oh so good No it’s ... Express yourself Wed, 11 Aug 2010 07:57:55 GMT http://www.eae2.com/express-yourself-f30/childs-play-will-disturb-sensitive-readers-t1720.htm#56779 http://www.eae2.com/express-yourself-f30/childs-play-will-disturb-sensitive-readers-t1720.htm http://www.eae2.com/express-yourself-f30/the-knight-t1714.htm madman88 The Knight The young knight stood at the castles shining gate so anxious he could, as he stood hardly wait For today he would see today he would hear the damsel he loved and her voice in his ear He remembered her hair and how it had shone the morning they'd shared on the day he had gone He thought of her eyes as blue as the sea as clear as the sky on a mid summers eve And as she drew near he could finally see the curve of her ear and the bend of her knee but ... Express yourself Sun, 08 Aug 2010 15:37:41 GMT http://www.eae2.com/express-yourself-f30/the-knight-t1714.htm#56531 http://www.eae2.com/express-yourself-f30/the-knight-t1714.htm http://www.eae2.com/express-yourself-f30/anger-my-greatest-demon-t1686.htm Faulter Anger my greatest Demon My demon has gotten the better of me again Now I'm left with regret I lost my temper and almost took a life A life I wanted in my life My demon consumed my dreams and I'm left empty He beat me into submission and ripped out my heart Now in my chest I have a barely beating source of energy He twisted and contorted my verve setting my mangled hatred loose Now I sit alone in my car Pistol to my throat Begging for release from this regret Faulter Express yourself Wed, 04 Aug 2010 06:54:11 GMT http://www.eae2.com/express-yourself-f30/anger-my-greatest-demon-t1686.htm#55575 http://www.eae2.com/express-yourself-f30/anger-my-greatest-demon-t1686.htm http://www.eae2.com/express-yourself-f30/i-want-to-become-silence-t1695.htm Faulter I want to leave it all behind and not look back
Not even to give it the finger
I want to dissipate into thin air and become the wind
I no longer want to be a ray of light
I no longer want to smile and say it’s alright
I want to kick and scream and rage and **Bad** things up
I want to become silence

Faulter]]> Express yourself Wed, 04 Aug 2010 11:35:36 GMT http://www.eae2.com/express-yourself-f30/i-want-to-become-silence-t1695.htm#55950 http://www.eae2.com/express-yourself-f30/i-want-to-become-silence-t1695.htm http://www.eae2.com/express-yourself-f30/life-s-beating-by-sm-collier-t1680.htm Shevy Knock me down again, plant a fist between my teeth Whilst I lay on the icy hard floor, eyes closed for you to beat Cold hands of steel grip my neck, suffocate me my last breath I fight, I struggle, pounding weakened elbows upon your chest Every time I rise, kicked back down upon myself Every time an ounce of hope appears, you sit me back upon my shelf Eerily, sickeningly, again I am bound to stand Trip, stumble, knees grazed, you race your wheels across my hands My head against the wall ... Express yourself Tue, 03 Aug 2010 09:12:53 GMT http://www.eae2.com/express-yourself-f30/life-s-beating-by-sm-collier-t1680.htm#55239 http://www.eae2.com/express-yourself-f30/life-s-beating-by-sm-collier-t1680.htm http://www.eae2.com/express-yourself-f30/the-worst-part-of-me-t1649.htm Faulter The worst part of me I’m stuck in this room This room you put me in And then ripped out my heart I lay here bleeding from my eyes The deafening silence Taunting me Blocking my cries for help The walls seem to be closing in on me As I gag on the memories of us You were the worst part of me you dragged me down and stepped on my soul crushed my dreams and made me as mediocre as you that was the last time I Shall rise and destroy the doubts I Shall become more ... Express yourself Thu, 29 Jul 2010 06:52:24 GMT http://www.eae2.com/express-yourself-f30/the-worst-part-of-me-t1649.htm#53471 http://www.eae2.com/express-yourself-f30/the-worst-part-of-me-t1649.htm http://www.eae2.com/express-yourself-f30/a-weight-lifted-by-sm-collier-t1623.htm Shevy Held me down you did My tears fell freely Pushed upon my soul No longer could you see me Crushed and pillaged my presence Boring did I become Took away my essence Chipped away til' I was numb Realise the damage you didnt Cut and bled me to the bone Though we were together All along I was alone Strength you cannot teach Respect is yours to earn Abandoned the person that I was This was my lesson to learn In the end, a good deed you did Your fear, me it did free Now I am back to ... Express yourself Mon, 26 Jul 2010 07:12:37 GMT http://www.eae2.com/express-yourself-f30/a-weight-lifted-by-sm-collier-t1623.htm#51825 http://www.eae2.com/express-yourself-f30/a-weight-lifted-by-sm-collier-t1623.htm http://www.eae2.com/express-yourself-f30/the-dragons-t1564.htm Faulter The dragons They stalk me from the depths of my soul The taunt me, call me out, and claw at my back I am confronted by the monster of my past I thought I had killed those fcukers But they just keep coming and coming Spawning and increasing Consuming me at the smallest sign of weakness A few have come through already I cannot fight alone And now today, today of all fcuking days She has to come back and feed them even more Why can’t she just stay dead with al the rest of Those ... Express yourself Tue, 20 Jul 2010 13:49:42 GMT http://www.eae2.com/express-yourself-f30/the-dragons-t1564.htm#48820 http://www.eae2.com/express-yourself-f30/the-dragons-t1564.htm http://www.eae2.com/express-yourself-f30/georgia-s-penance-2-t1546.htm Celtica (2nd Installment) She was on horseback when she awakened. Her feet dangling in the air and her head against his chest. With no idea of how long they've been travelling with her, she lifted her head. Her eyes met his gaze. With a deep roaring voice he orderred everyone to a halt. It's late afternoon already, a few hours away from sunset. She wondered how she stayed passed out for almost through-out the day. They were in an open spot deep in the woods. He got off his horse ... Express yourself Mon, 19 Jul 2010 12:28:00 GMT http://www.eae2.com/express-yourself-f30/georgia-s-penance-2-t1546.htm#47766 http://www.eae2.com/express-yourself-f30/georgia-s-penance-2-t1546.htm http://www.eae2.com/express-yourself-f30/georgia-s-penance-1-t1535.htm Celtica (1st Installment) Her eyes were blurry, she found it difficult to open them. With a pounding headache feeling like her skull was about to crack open she forced herself up from bed. It's dark and cold in the little room where she's locked up, wearing only a thin linen cloth dress. Barefeet, no shoes. A thin ray of sunlight shining through one tiny hole. The light too sharp and painful at first, her eyes slowly adjusting to it. She crawls towards it, hoping it would help her get warmer, ... Express yourself Fri, 16 Jul 2010 13:39:13 GMT http://www.eae2.com/express-yourself-f30/georgia-s-penance-1-t1535.htm#47249 http://www.eae2.com/express-yourself-f30/georgia-s-penance-1-t1535.htm http://www.eae2.com/express-yourself-f30/my-cruel-mistress-t1543.htm Faulter My cruel Mistress My dearest love what a cruel mistress you are For want of your love I have travelled near and far Though many have come and gone You are the one constant that remains true You have loved me And so much you have helped me through I have pushed you to the side for want of a lover I thought she was the one, but turned out to be just another Though I pushed you away You kept calling my name Taunting me with the power you offer That sweet, sweet power, you ... Express yourself Mon, 19 Jul 2010 08:48:56 GMT http://www.eae2.com/express-yourself-f30/my-cruel-mistress-t1543.htm#47488 http://www.eae2.com/express-yourself-f30/my-cruel-mistress-t1543.htm http://www.eae2.com/express-yourself-f30/the-dragon-the-lone-wolf-t1542.htm Faulter A dragon calls out to the Lone Wolf why do you cry my old friend? The Wolf cries and howls I call for the moon because I worship her She's my light in the dark I call this night as she is dark and I miss her so The dragon replies The moon is dark as it is her nature To phase in and out of darkness To phase in and out of light It is her path she walks it strong she walks it true The wolf calls out once more But the moon is gone and soon the stars I will be left alone The ... Express yourself Mon, 19 Jul 2010 06:05:00 GMT http://www.eae2.com/express-yourself-f30/the-dragon-the-lone-wolf-t1542.htm#47346 http://www.eae2.com/express-yourself-f30/the-dragon-the-lone-wolf-t1542.htm http://www.eae2.com/express-yourself-f30/the-human-virus-disappearing-bees-t1531.htm Faulter The human virus & disappearing bees This isn’t an entirely new concept; it has been discussed by many environmentalists and doom prophets. It has been a theme in many a movie and song. It was the main reason Mr smith in the matrix had such discontent with human beings. The truth of the matter is; it’s exactly what we are. As a species we have become such efficient reproducers, that we as humans populate the earth at rate exceeding the mortality rate. Disrupting the equilibrium ... Express yourself Fri, 16 Jul 2010 08:55:38 GMT http://www.eae2.com/express-yourself-f30/the-human-virus-disappearing-bees-t1531.htm#46955 http://www.eae2.com/express-yourself-f30/the-human-virus-disappearing-bees-t1531.htm http://www.eae2.com/express-yourself-f30/quiescent-seraph-restful-angel-t1525.htm Faulter Quiescent Seraph (restful angel) Sadness and tears as the dark winter washes away the pain of the summer. Spring has sprung but I can't undo what time has done I cling to the memory of you as time sluggishly passes me by Day and night and night and day Why oh why did you have to go away Easing my worries you carried your heart so proudly A touch a kiss a moment captured I will forever miss Rest my angel Rest and be sure your heart remains in my chest Beating strong and true beating ... Express yourself Thu, 15 Jul 2010 12:50:17 GMT http://www.eae2.com/express-yourself-f30/quiescent-seraph-restful-angel-t1525.htm#46746 http://www.eae2.com/express-yourself-f30/quiescent-seraph-restful-angel-t1525.htm http://www.eae2.com/express-yourself-f30/the-one-t1517.htm Faulter I friend of mine asked if I know that I’ve found the one. My answer to her: Have I met the one? Yes several times, Everyone of my ex girlfriends were the one only to break up with them eventually. Then missing them and I would ask myself the questions if it was a mistake breaking up and what could’ve been had things been different. I came to the conclusion that they were all the one for that phase of my life, my girlfriend now would not have suited me 6 years ago. Very few ... Express yourself Thu, 15 Jul 2010 07:27:25 GMT http://www.eae2.com/express-yourself-f30/the-one-t1517.htm#46465 http://www.eae2.com/express-yourself-f30/the-one-t1517.htm http://www.eae2.com/express-yourself-f30/lady-death-by-sm-collier-t1516.htm Shevy Beneath the dark, she lurks, she creeps She waits until I’m fast asleep She dances, prances, beneath my bed And blows sweet breath upon my head Alongside my pillow she lays in wait As if she were my soul to take Pacing up and down the hall She doesn’t like waiting, not at all Wails and wallows in dark of night Patience she practices with all her might She whispers and whimpers and then she cries To wake me up she tries and tries Succeed she doesn’t, fail she does This is the ... Express yourself Wed, 14 Jul 2010 12:41:18 GMT http://www.eae2.com/express-yourself-f30/lady-death-by-sm-collier-t1516.htm#46306 http://www.eae2.com/express-yourself-f30/lady-death-by-sm-collier-t1516.htm http://www.eae2.com/express-yourself-f30/monsters-t1509.htm Faulter Monsters and demons The shadows swallow my heart Only in death is there peace no more smiles for the unborn as the evil fills their mothers broken heart slitting my wrists I drink my own blood this hurt I want no more NO MORE Fill me darkness My blood shot eyes see only decay AAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!! ………………………….. ………………………….. ………………………….. Silence as my heart slows down Breathing in the blood from biting off ... Express yourself Mon, 12 Jul 2010 12:45:54 GMT http://www.eae2.com/express-yourself-f30/monsters-t1509.htm#45265 http://www.eae2.com/express-yourself-f30/monsters-t1509.htm http://www.eae2.com/express-yourself-f30/snuffed-out-t1507.htm Faulter Snuffed out Tick Tick Tick Crawling around its face It seems to be taking forever The reason for this unknown 60 seconds past 60 seconds that feels like days Swarms of people surround me Looking at me, consoling me My thoughts want to tell them to **Bad** off Yet I can’t move Paralysed by what is happening Mesmerised by the Tick Tick Tick Of time crawling past I rise as he approaches His hand on my shoulder Collapsing to me knees As I feel my heart shatter from his words The ... Express yourself Mon, 12 Jul 2010 08:17:39 GMT http://www.eae2.com/express-yourself-f30/snuffed-out-t1507.htm#45039 http://www.eae2.com/express-yourself-f30/snuffed-out-t1507.htm http://www.eae2.com/express-yourself-f30/beaten-soldier-by-sm-collier-t1503.htm Shevy From the shadows it is I wake Praying for you my soul to take For all along, these battles they mame The hurt, the anger, the words, the shame I try, I fail, what I feel is in vain So I beg, I kneel, to end this pain One person, who has endured so much This one person on dreams does clutch Fight after fight I rise again Each enemy I see, strength I feign Shoulders high and torso strong Inside I am sad, have been all along Shield raised, sword held high Praying the foe shan’t ... Express yourself Fri, 09 Jul 2010 11:02:38 GMT http://www.eae2.com/express-yourself-f30/beaten-soldier-by-sm-collier-t1503.htm#44612 http://www.eae2.com/express-yourself-f30/beaten-soldier-by-sm-collier-t1503.htm http://www.eae2.com/express-yourself-f30/bike-sex-t1491.htm Faulter when I was XX, I went to visit a girl. I had a harly style bike back then, beautiful machine. well anyway. after meeting the parents and all that bull Sh!t we hung out most of the day, she whore a short skirt, and black lace G-string. i had my typical low cut jeans. during the day we would often sneak away for a stolen kiss and a hand up the skirt. I could feel her getting wetter each time we snuck away. her parents still within speaking distance. her moans would only be muffled by ... Express yourself Thu, 08 Jul 2010 07:52:49 GMT http://www.eae2.com/express-yourself-f30/bike-sex-t1491.htm#43693 http://www.eae2.com/express-yourself-f30/bike-sex-t1491.htm http://www.eae2.com/express-yourself-f30/fluffy-bunnies-t1502.htm Faulter FLUFFY BUNNIES Sparkling eyes Shrink wrapped in happy tears She fluffs her bunny tail Straightens her bunny ears Today she gets her chance Today she gets to hop and skip and play Hopping skipping and jumping Her little bunny heart a flutter Bunny butterflies fill her tummy Crisp evening air fills her lungs The moonrise prettier than any moonrise before The doors of the Palace open The pretty bunnies embrace her with smiles and laughs Her little bunny heart feels at home A ... Express yourself Fri, 09 Jul 2010 09:28:20 GMT http://www.eae2.com/express-yourself-f30/fluffy-bunnies-t1502.htm#44502 http://www.eae2.com/express-yourself-f30/fluffy-bunnies-t1502.htm http://www.eae2.com/express-yourself-f30/we-belong-by-sm-collier-t1486.htm Shevy In times of hardship, solace I do take In tears and torment, when soul it is that shakes When crushed and lowly, my breath taken away Cowering and sadly, my dreams have gone astray For comfort I do long, when this heart lays weary Your touch, your sweet breath, for when I sit here teary To smell your scent and sweat and strength To taste your lips that doth mine torment For your body against mine to crush In sweet unison our cheeks to blush End of dark day, sadness she does creep Only ... Express yourself Tue, 06 Jul 2010 10:55:50 GMT http://www.eae2.com/express-yourself-f30/we-belong-by-sm-collier-t1486.htm#42677 http://www.eae2.com/express-yourself-f30/we-belong-by-sm-collier-t1486.htm http://www.eae2.com/express-yourself-f30/gun-in-my-mouth-t1490.htm Faulter Gun in my mouth Last night I put a gun in my mouth The taste of the cold steel tempts me with freedom A release from this hell I’m living in As I pull back on the hammer I see tears form in her eyes As her heart starts bleeding for me A moment of clarity A realization that it doesn’t have to be this way I can change this life The edges of my mouth curve slightly Hinting to the pending smile I take the gun from my mouth A sigh of relieve is all she can muster Thinking ... Express yourself Thu, 08 Jul 2010 05:21:47 GMT http://www.eae2.com/express-yourself-f30/gun-in-my-mouth-t1490.htm#43597 http://www.eae2.com/express-yourself-f30/gun-in-my-mouth-t1490.htm http://www.eae2.com/express-yourself-f30/blue-and-white-bullets-t1492.htm Faulter Blue and white Bullets I take one and swallow it down Take it and swallow it down Down down down the hatch captain down that hatch Blue and white day and night I crawl on the floor the patterns of knots and stitches criss cross criss cross From left to right day and night Blood red walls blue and white bullets Draw the line once in time drew the line now I’m fine Blue and white bullets bring me back back back Sssshhh they will find us now criss cross criss cross Black and silver ... Express yourself Thu, 08 Jul 2010 08:39:14 GMT http://www.eae2.com/express-yourself-f30/blue-and-white-bullets-t1492.htm#43749 http://www.eae2.com/express-yourself-f30/blue-and-white-bullets-t1492.htm http://www.eae2.com/express-yourself-f30/kill-myself-t1473.htm Faulter Kill myself to live another day I woke up this morning and found him here His pale broken face looking at me I can see the demons of his past taunting him Convicting him, breaking down his soul His hands stained with the blood of his love Trying to fix what is broken Frustrated with his surroundings He came to me this day Trying to talk to me I don’t want to listen But his eyes induce my stare His words ripping its way through my heart Touching my arm, I can feel the life ... Express yourself Mon, 05 Jul 2010 07:48:50 GMT http://www.eae2.com/express-yourself-f30/kill-myself-t1473.htm#41926 http://www.eae2.com/express-yourself-f30/kill-myself-t1473.htm http://www.eae2.com/express-yourself-f30/jenny-t1464.htm Faulter Jenny was a girl A girl like any other girl In most ways What made Jenny so different is Jenny’s lust for live She consumed live Drank life to its last drop She had her fill of life and craved for more Jenny found her source of endless energy Taking and giving Jenny was patient kind and caring Jenny went searching for life Grabbing it with both hands Squeezing it tight When opportunity for a double dose was presented Jenny rushed in and devoured it Jenny was a girl ... Express yourself Thu, 01 Jul 2010 10:30:27 GMT http://www.eae2.com/express-yourself-f30/jenny-t1464.htm#40975 http://www.eae2.com/express-yourself-f30/jenny-t1464.htm http://www.eae2.com/express-yourself-f30/ode-to-bff-by-lindsey-swart-t1458.htm Shevy So all... my best friend, who does not write, wrote me a poem today! HER FIRST and it was dedicated to me and it is so sweet and awesome I just had to share it : Time has been good to us, The inner workings of similar minds Communication on levels unspoken A channel that time will not erase A wounded soldier once you were Scattered pieces picked up as you move on I stand and watch admirably A powerful woman emerges from darkness My Friend, My Mentor... Let us be one My pillar ... Express yourself Wed, 30 Jun 2010 11:17:19 GMT http://www.eae2.com/express-yourself-f30/ode-to-bff-by-lindsey-swart-t1458.htm#40258 http://www.eae2.com/express-yourself-f30/ode-to-bff-by-lindsey-swart-t1458.htm http://www.eae2.com/express-yourself-f30/insipration-by-sm-collier-t1454.htm Shevy Win When wayward winds are against you Fight When failures and fears weigh you down Persevere When perils and prosecutors litter your path Breathe When backbiters and bandits talk against you Triumph When tests and torrents sweep you from your feet Succeed When scorn and scrutiny threaten your achievement Ignore When insolence and ignorance play part in your truth For your strength is from within And your willpower is from down deep And when you falter, there I stand When your ... Express yourself Wed, 30 Jun 2010 09:57:54 GMT http://www.eae2.com/express-yourself-f30/insipration-by-sm-collier-t1454.htm#40115 http://www.eae2.com/express-yourself-f30/insipration-by-sm-collier-t1454.htm